Beautiful Sleep XxX

Dreams XxX

Good Night Valorn.

Love; Wondrous and Disastrous.

I often sit down, write and scribble alot down about love and war. I would like *looks around* I seriously hope its ok to write note down my own poem. Though not about love, here is just a jotting :-

The flow of the Ravine.
The commonly spotted Green.
From dawn to Dusk.
The troubles a must.

The roses in the Plains.
The strength that we gain.
The guilds that we trust.
The deserts powerful gust.

From the bleeding.
To the feeling.
The Warrior's Salve.

From weak to strong.
Nothing can go wrong.
The cleric's Healing.

The fog that they leave.
Enchantment's Oh , please.
The Enchanter's Poof.

Trapdoors to Treasure boxes.
They sneak around like cunning foxes.
The Rogues Tricks.

Watching from a distance is always somebody. Waiting to tear you up!

I just don't know what to do anymore?

Tis not been the best of days x

ѕσмєтιмєѕ ι ωσи∂єя ωнαт тнє яєѕт σf ναℓσяи ιѕ ℓιкє, ιт ѕєємѕ ѕυ¢н α ℓσиg тιмє αgσ ѕιи¢є ι мσνє∂ fяσм мιℓℓтσωи, ωєит тяαιиιиg σя єνєи fαямιиg. вυт αѕ fαя αѕ ιт gσєѕ му ℓιfє нєяє ιѕ ∂υℓℓ.

" ∂яєαмιиg σf тнє ∂αу ωє'ℓℓ вє тσgєтнєя fσяєνєя!"

ι нαтє ιт ι ∂σ. єνєяу тιмє ι тяу тσ мαкє ιт яιgнт ιт נυѕт gσєѕ ωяσиg. ιм мιѕѕιиg ℓσωяєиzσ ѕσ мυ¢н. ι киσω мσѕт σf тнє тιмє нє'ѕ тяαιиιиg αи∂ ѕυ¢н вυт ι мιѕѕ нιм єνєи мσяє αи∂ ¢αи'т ωαιт υитιℓ нє ωαкєѕ υρ αgαιи. тσ кєєρ му σ¢¢υριє∂ ι'νє ѕαт ιи мιℓℓтσωи ¢єитєя αѕ υѕυαℓ αи∂ αℓѕσ тяαιиє∂ αℓσт тσ тαкє му мιи∂ σff αℓℓ му тяσυвℓєѕ. вυт ωну ωну ∂σєѕ ιт αℓωαуѕ нανє тσ вє ѕσ нαя∂ тσ ѕтσρ. ιм мιѕѕιиg ѕσмє αffєÂ¢тισи.. ιт'ѕ αℓℓ ιм мιѕѕιиg тσ вє нєℓ∂... -ѕнαкєѕ нєя нєα∂-

ι'νє вєєи gєттιиg тнє υяgє тσ тяαιи мσяє ℓαтєℓу ιт ιѕ ѕσмєтнιиg ι нανє тσ ∂σ ѕιи¢є ι нανє иσтнιиg єℓѕє тσ ∂σ ιи му ѕραяє тιмє. -ѕмιℓєѕ- αℓтнσυgн ι gυєѕѕ уσυ ¢συℓ∂ ѕαу ι'νє вєєи тιяє∂ αℓσт мσяє тнαи тяαιиιиg!

ιт нαѕ вєєи α gσσ∂ ∂αу тσ∂αу, ι киσω ι ѕℓєρт fσя мσѕт σf ιт -gяιиѕ- вυт ωнєи ι ωσкє ι ωєит тσ єтнυ¢αи fσя α ωнιℓє ωιтн α ∂єαя fяιєи∂ σf мιиє. ωнι¢н ιт ѕєємѕ ιѕ нє ρяα¢тι¢αℓℓу ѕρσιℓт мє вυуιиg мє ℓιттℓє gιfтѕ нєяє αи∂ тнєяє. тнє fυииιєѕт тнιиg ωαѕ тнαт ιѕ fєℓт ωє ωαѕ σиℓу тнєяє fσя α fєω мιиυтєѕ нє тσσк мє тσ тнє ραяк αи∂ ωє вσтн мα∂є ωιѕнєѕ ιитσ тнє fσυитαιи. ωнєи ωє яєтυяиє∂ нє ωєит σи нιѕ ωαу вα¢к тσ fαямιиg αи∂ мє, ι ωєит вα¢к тσ ѕтαи∂ιиg αяσυи∂ ιи мιℓℓтσωи ¢єитєя. ωє вσтн єиנσує∂ συя тιмє тнєяє αѕ fαя αѕ ι киσω.

ѕσ иσω ι ѕιт нєяє ιи мιℓℓтσωи ¢єитєя αωαιтιиg тнσѕє ιи иєє∂ σf вℓєѕѕιиgѕ, ρℓυѕ ιтѕ α gяєαт ρℓα¢є тσ ѕтαи∂ уσυ нαя∂ℓу gєт иσтι¢є∂ ℓσℓ.

How am I supposed to sit here and let them get away with it? Let them go behind my back and think that I don't know. *shakes her head* People really need to learn nothing stays a secret forever, sometimes its got to come out in the open for the good or the worst. Although, not many people see the truth in people. Not many tell the truth infact and many just live a whole lie base it on how much they get out of life. How much can it all mean to them? Just a few hours of getting some fun out of this life just to hurt another, to take away something dear... just for spite , envy or just because they can?

It pains me to see these things happen to many.. maybe thats why so many things have happened over my time here awake in these lands so many times I have wanted to rest wanted to get away from all these carrying ons. Wanted to escape just for a while to make sure I don't get caught up in this. Make sure that what ever happens I am not the one getting blamed or caught in the middle. I don't want to be like that. How come that is all I fear?

I fear rejection, so I do not socialize. Sounds stupid I know. But not that I do not know many around these lands, I guess im just not "into it". I must be soo shy.

I've slept for a while now, locked myself away for a long time and I dont want to come out again until I am ready. I have been training and I am finally at 101% but I want to go higher, as the armour costs a hell of a lot.

Though, My thoughts are only my own. Please forgive me. x

"your sleeping in a world of your own, please wake up in the same one!"

Hate Hate and Hated.

Bandito.
Fall Fest.
Love.

Odd one out?

Training!

It is OFFICIAL! .. I hate it. Absolutely detest it.. just despise the whole thing. Dying soo many times not watching my health being so clumsy and then... there comes the peaceful rest. Sleep.

From The fest to training.. What would I rather do? Train or hunt for Bandito's that is the question.

....I shall not write what I am thinking. Just so many things squashed into my head right now!

Fall fest.... Such a great time in Valorn! .. Costumes , Parties .. and Costume parties! *laughs lightly*

I myself had a token from last year, and a certain Enchanter gave me another because I thought mine didn't have a face! *laughs*

Though I have A Gremlin!!! [COLOR=yellow] CANDYBALLS FOR ALL[/COLOR]

Also, I've decided to take up training again.. ya know get a few thousand %.. wait what am I kidding.. I'll never get that much... *shrugs* Might as well level one by one.. even though the armours a pain in the rear!

Currently missing the love of my life

But... He'll be back.. soon I hope.. *chatters her gremlin like teeth*

Trapped and locked down. Drowing slowly where nobody knows, nobody can see and nobody can hear. Lost in another dimension. One that is cruel to our kind, one that sucks us into a vortex.. Love. Not everybody's fate it life. It hurts many it brings joy to many for all their life. But not all the time. Things can go terribly wrong.

I have stood around and watch things fail. Tiny little things upsetting the real reason they cam to be. I've watched them drop down to absolute zero. The deepest of all fell before very weary eyes. Of how which could have it gone wrong. This may not be of relevance to me but to the people it happened to. How could one of such grace and beauty feel that way just now after it happened how will she possibly live?

I've been thinking for a while now. Maybe I should train?

For a dream unknown, the dream thats told is unsure of it's fate.

Simple misunderstanding causes the whole group to collapse. Just one white lie.. or just tiny mistake gets questioned.

... Farming... One of my worst enemys.

Something in the name of pain!

Suffering.